What the hell am I doing? I don't know how to write. I know nothing about blogging. But I do know I need to do something. I can feel myself sinking, well not exactly feel, but I can see it. I haven't felt much of anything for a while and I'm fucking tired of it. I need to release almost 20 years of garbage that has kept me from really living my life.
But it's not just my life, it also belongs to my two daughters. They deserve all of me, all the time. I just have NO fucking idea if that's ever going to happen and it scares the SHIT out of me.
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